A reference sheet for my therian/otherkin form. Yea, I’m one of those ‘modern-day werewolves’. I tried to make this as true to my ‘astral’ form as possible. I added the different eye colours as sometimes I have yellow, sometimes I have red. And they DO seem to depend on emotions.
I consider this my ‘true self’. I am, at heart, a black wolf with yellow eyes, and I can be drawn as a regular wolf too. For the sake of art, I’ll keep Bran and Matt as ‘fursona’s’, but this is different. Hard to explain unless you identify with either label, unfortunatly.
Yes, quad!Black wolf is on an uphill slant. Oh well.
So I thought I’d write a little to get something off my chest. I don’t mean to offend or guilt anyone, although if it happens…maybe you should think about why it does.
I’m Black, and I’ve never found any one particular ethnicity in women more attractive then others. I’ve been into Black, Asian, Indian, hispanic, middle easten, and white girls (brunettes, blondes, and redheads). Since high school (and especially college), however, I have been in primarily Caucasian social situations. My schoolmates never really make me feel “different”…until I’m interested in them romantically.
I’ve spent the last 4 years of my life at art school where the majority of the straight women are only into white hipster dudes, and men of color are only viewed as “friends”. Particularly black men. There are less then 10 black males in my graduating class in a class that is roughly 70% female. The only one of us that has dated since freshmen year is my ex roommate who just got his first girlfriend as a senior (and props to you bro).
In fact I have heard my friends say on many occasions ” I’m just not into black guys”.
It’s really comical how obvious it has been the whole time….I guess I’ve always just tried to be an optomist when it came to others perception of me. How naive I have been.
It’s like I’m pretty fit, I’m not terribly unattractive (or so I’ve heard), I’m social, I’m friendly….What could it be?….
I forgot I’ve got this TERRIBLE skin pigment thing, and this hair, and those lips, and that nose……Oh how very stupid of me to think I could ever date a girl at my school.
When I graduate I’ll miss nothing about your “amazing odds” MICA. It’s only good for white hipster dudes and lesbians.