I’m not gonna sit here and proclaim that I’m the best person/friend ever, because clearly I’m not. I know that. What I will say is that it absolutely sucks that I sit here and watch you fawn over someone else like a puppy. You’re probably sitting there like, “well I did it before so, blah blah.” Sure, I’m aware. Now. But it isn’t like I ever tried pushing it in your face after knowing how you feel (not saying you’re doing it on purpose though).
But I digress. If you wanna go along and be happy and merry with someone else, go ahead. Who you love is your business. Why should I care, right? You’re happy. That’s all that matters. You do you, and I’ll just do whatever. I’ll manage…eventually. So while you’re lying down behind me doing whatever it is you’re doing right now (sleeping, thinking, etc.), I’ll be here attempting to gather my thoughts and keep my emotions in check while waiting for this pizza to fucking come. I’ll try to be a little happier.
Key word: try.
No one likes a Negative Nancy.
